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Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2002 - 12:38 p.m. i am eating a grandma's homestyle oatmeal raisin cookie. let me tell you, those things are so good. they are so soft and moist and ain't even funny. the only thing better than that is the grandma's homestyle molasses cookie. now THAT makes you wanna smack your grandma and pass the grits. i have to mail out my state fair tickets today. my mom told me on monday if i had tickets from last year's state fair i have to mail them back in and they'll send me replacement tickets. apparently, they have a new vendor this year and the ones from last year are gonna be void. fine with me, as long as i get my old tickets replaced and don't have to pay anything. i don't care about the postage. as i see it, the price of stamps keep changing so much, i have to hurry up and use these stamps before they change the price again. well, today is kamilah's last day in town. she's leaving tomorrow morning. i am getting kinda pissed of at her. she comes down here and she stays with me and that's all well and good. but she's always with this guy at night. sunday we hung out b/c i MADE her and that was only during the day and the little bit of time maher was over. she wanted to go to sleep during the day, but i said no. after maher left, she went off w/ this guy. monday she was with him. yesterday i asked her would it be too much trouble to hang out once w/o him calling or something. he honestly has seen her every single day. we haven't really had a chance to hang out at all b/c she's wit him and i work during the day when she's at home. kinda makes me feel used, like she's only at my place b/c she gets free food and a warm bed. i mean, if she were gonna spend all her time with him, i don't understand why she didn't with him from the get go. saturday she was supposed to be spending time with her parents, or so i was told. nope, she was with that dude all night. now i don't care what she does, but i do not like feeling used. i think this calls for a discussion when i get home. this is her last night here for a while and there are some people who are going to be coming over to hang out b/c she's here. she's seen that dude all week long. i think i'll tell her if she wants to spend tonight w/ him then she can just stay over there b/c it's not point in her even coming back if we're not gonna have any time to hang out. she's always one to go off w/ a guy even though she's either made prior plans with her friends....or she'll attempt to make you feel guilty about not being able to go off with a guy. again, i am not one to tell her what to do, she's a grown woman, but it seriously makes you think about her priorities. well, i suppose i better get back to work. i home yesterday just in time to see rocket power, my favorite cartoon/t.v. show. i think i may just make it tonight, too. then i'll have to go to beauty world and get some stuff for my hair. yep, that means i will be complaining next week about doing my hair, so get ready. |
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