Sunday, May. 05, 2002 - 2:31 a.m. happiness has become and emotion that likes to play peek-a-boo with me lately. i don't know why. just when i get all happy and content...BAM!...my emotions do a big fat 180 on me. i seriously hate it. you would think being at home with my family would help the matter, but it doesn't. quite the contrary. almost everyone in my family is happily married, so i see them and realize this is something i will never see. how depressing to, somehow, know deep down inside that you will die alone. |
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