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Tuesday, Nov. 25, 2003 - 6:43 p.m. yesterday jason came by my apartment, like he said he would. i had food prepared, like i said i would. we had a good heart to heart talk. i'm so glad we did. we talked about how we've changed alot through the years and how both of us feel in control of our lives now. that's a good thing. i never knew he always felt he was doing things b/c he had to live up to everyone's expectations. i had this conversation w/ ricky one time. people shouldn't expect things from other people b/c it puts so much pressure on them when they aren't able to live up to those expectations. and not only that, you also disappoint the other person. that ain't good at all. my solution is to just worry about yourself and call it a day. well, back to the subject, it's crazy how jason and i kinda have the same philosophy on things even though we've never talked about it. i've been this way for a few years. unfortunately, it took jay awhile longer, but at least he knows. i guess you have to really go through something traumtic before you're able to see things in a different light. i had my car accident and after that i realized tomorrow is not promised..neither is today, so we have to make the best of what we have. well, i'm tired now. i have to clean b/c tomorrow i have to make sweet potato pies out the wazoo. cleaning is a must tonight b/c i definitely don't want to have to come home to a dirty apartment this weekend. everyone have a happy thanksgiving and stay safe! |
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