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Sunday, Jun. 22, 2003 - 3:16 p.m. let's see, my friend kamilah is staying w/ me for a little bit. i think it's starting to take it's toll on me. i'm the type of person that has to have her space and privacy and i feel as if i am getting none. this means i am a bitch to everyone. the only way to do this is to have some distance, but tthere is no distance b/c she never leaves. hell, hell, hell. she'll be here till wednesday, then she's supposed to be moving in the dorm. that day cannot come too soon. i don't even want to go into her thing w/ her boyfriend. she's w/ him one moment, the next she's not. he hits her one day and she hates him, the next day she's forgiven him and she's right back w/ him. it's a never ending saga. i just tell her i do not want to hear about it as long as she isn't going to do anything to solve the problem. there's only so much i can do. in other news, i've been out this entire weekend. like, i haven't had any ME time. i hung out w/ kamilah on friday, which was fun. we ate mexican food, which i don't think was authentic mexican food, and drank at the bar and my friend william even came down to hang out w/ us. last night was the same thing, except we ate at rock-ol-a cafe. i will say william did take us out to eat at outback steak house for lunch yesterday. that was really nice of him. but i've been using money this entire weekend...like actual cash. i never do this. i always use my card so i can keep track of where all my money is going and b/c i cannot keep up w/ cash. i just lost $25.00 yesterday. i have no idea how, i just did. i probably left it at the restaurant. oh well, nothing i can do about it now, you know. after all tht running around this weekend and spending money...i need a break. the foreign boys are in dc this weekend...that would be percy, maher, chafic and hani. i hope they're having fun. that means there's no reason whatsoever for me to even go to the bar tonight. i mean, yeah, i got other friends there, but i really need to stay home and rest. at least that way i at least have a chance of getting to work early or at least on time tomorrow. i'm trying to think is there anything else i haven't talked about? i don't know. danny is still hanging around and he never seems to disappear out of my life. he always pops up when i least expect it. i've just started ignoring him now. honestly, it's the best approach, i've decided. i mean sometimes i'll say hi or he'll speak first. and me, being from the south....well, you know the natural southern response... him: hi, how are you? me: fine, and you? him: better since you're here, gorgeous! can we say i just walked all up into that one. but after a while, you start to ignore his little comments like that. i've gotten pretty good at it. well, i'm starving. i think i still have cheese fries in the fridge. i'll go dip into them and possibly call my cousin shannon. i'll have to b/c i'm supposed to call chad tonight and i can't talk to those two at the same time. it's all weird. hopefully, it won't be this long the next time i write an entry. until later.... |
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