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2001-08-29 - 9:11 a.m. i was thinking this morning how happy i am now. really and truly happy. it's like i have some type of inner light shinning within me. i feel as if i have a secret that i cannot tell anyone, but everyone wants to know. i think other people can feel that i am much happier as well. i think everyone that i passed today has spoken or smiled at me. i really like that. when you are shining on the inside, it spreads out and it feels wonderful. nothing drastic has happened. i think that self reflecting thing paid off. it's as though i have an inner peace that i have been striving for an eternity. who knows how long it will remain, i am only happy that i have it now. i have found that key to happiness and it has nothing to do with anything or anybody. it's within and when you find it, your entire world just lights up like christmas lights. i know that some of my so-called friends will not want to be around me now, but that is okay. i have thought about that too. i am spiritually excelling farther than i have ever thought of and it's a journey that has to be made by myself. i know some people will not be able to deal with me, but that is okay as well. as long as i keep me satisfied and do what i can for others, i think everything will go just fine! |
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